I am not afriad

The first person in my blood related family to ever graduate from college.

Feels amazing :)

When I get messages from pots giving me their sob stories..

My wife cheated, my wife wont have sex, or I had a SB before and she left me because… Or she moved away.

I don’t care about any of that shit! I’m only concerned about that ur interested in me and that u can provide.

I’m not going to feel sorry for u.

give the Dr.Ngyuen my deposit to reserve my surgery date.

Ahhhh i hate to give them $500 upfront, but it is what it is. Lets just hope they don’t pull any shit with me. 

(not sugar related) that my friend back home wanted to set me up with.

He 28, Arabic, and a geologist for BP. At first I wasn’t interested because Im living here and he’s living in houston.. but when I found out I was moving back I figured I’d give it a shot.

I drove there to see him and he was much better looking than his pictures. Anyway we have still been talking and iChating almost every night. I like that he believes in my dreams (as cheesy as that sounds) because even though I’ve already been accepted into med school 90% of people i know STILL don’t believe I could be a doctor.. but whatever fuck ‘em.

..and it’s making me think that maybe if i found someone I really had feelings for I could give this lifestyle up.. Not saying I want to marry Sami or anything.. but  if i were to get married, i would want someone like him. Tall, tan, wears glasses and overly intelligent. <3 <3 <3 I almost forgot that there are still guys like that in the world. hmmm, or I can always marry a sugar daddy? hmm sounds legit. lol jk.. kinda

you are MORE than capable of doing whatever you want to do, and being whoever you want to be.

If I did it, so can you!

DONT.GIVE.UP!

my other potential plastic surgeon calls me yesterday saying there was a booking error with my appointment. (they book all appointments 2 weeks in advance) and the day I was scheduled for he was in surgery all day. 

wtf.

Then they tried to book me for june? No bitches, I don’t have that kind of time. I need them done before my birthday!  Thats why I made the appointment in the first place. So I cancelled. If you can’t even get organized, I’m definitely not trusting to cut me open. 

So Dr.Nguyen it is =)